Going Home

It seemed that I had waited forever, but I was sitting on one blanket and wrapped in the other. Therefore, I was warm. In fact, it appeared that even the ground beneath me was warm. As I waited, I remembered when John rescued me long, long ago, after I had fallen over the cliff.

Then, I reviewed our wonderful life together, as well as the deep sorrow of loosing him and the years of loneliness. Fortunately, there was also my “service to others” that followed.

As I looked at my many years of service, I could see that some years were good, but some years were too lonely. However, whenever I “took to the mountain again,” the loneliness eased.

I wondered what time it was, but I forgot my clock, and dared not leave this spot, so I had to allow myself to release my habit of time. Then, I heard an inner/higher voice, that was NOT John, telling me, “Dear Zara Lynn, can  you hear me?”

At first I was shocked to be called by my childhood name.  But then I realized that “Zara Lynn” was my “searcher name” and represented that part of me that was always searching for the unknown, so that it could become known. I then realized that “Mrs. Starlight,” was my “healer name.”

Early in my healing days, a young boy whom I had healed called me, “Mrs. Starlight.” When I asked the sweet child why he called me that he said, “Because I see Starlight” dancing around your head.”

That day, my “healing name” became “Mrs. Starlight.” And, as you can imagine, that child became a great healer himself. In fact, he was able to see the aura of everyone, and I was privileged to be able to assist him to better understand what he saw.

I also taught him that a very important part of being a healer was to “learn how to turn off your higher vision” and just be a normal person for a while. I had learned that from John. He saw how exhausted I became, and taught me how to “just let go” and relax. And, most of that relaxing was with him.

Then, suddenly, my reverie was broken by a huge, Golden Light that appeared in the sky. I watched as the Golden Light moved into the shape of a matrix, which I have tried to replicate below.


I instantly stood up and waved my hands, as if the Light could not see me. My waving arms were answered by the different colored lights going on and off within the matrix. I assumed the order and color of the blinking lights was some kind of language.

In fact, it seemed that the message from the colored lights was that I just needed to relax and remain still to allow them to “beam me up.” As I was slowly lifted off from the ground, I wondered what the villagers would think and hoped they found the note I had left explaining where I had gone.

As I rose higher and higher into the sky, I could telepathically hear the loving messages that the villagers were sending up to me. Of course, they found out about my plans and quietly supported me without ever saying a word. I was so very happy to have had a long life with these wonderful people, and sent them all my deepest love.

Sending my love was about all I could do while being pulled up the long, golden light, which formed a golden pathway towards a wide opening in the Matrix. However, the light was so bright that, soon, the Golden Light was all I could see. I was so very happy that my dream life, as well as my dear husband, had prepared me for this moment.

In fact, John had come into my dreams many times to take me through the entire process so that I would not be frightened. Therefore, I had no fear, but I did feel a strong mixture of great love and joy for the life I had lived, as well as for my crossing into another world and a new adventure.

As I came closer and closer to the “Source of the Light,” also known as the “Source,” I became aware that I could have been beamed directly through the Matrix, but they (who ever “they” were) knew that I would enjoy a final look at the reality I was leaving.

In fact, I could see that more and more of my dear friends were coming out of their homes in their sleepwear sending me their love and support for my new life. I was eternally grateful that my friends could feel the love coming from the huge, Golden Light and knew that they, too, may be able to have that experience whenever they chose to.

As the Matrix came closer and closer. Then, I suddenly found myself inside a Sky Ship, and who would meet me but my beloved John. John was wearing a uniform that appeared to denote that he was of a high rank on the Sky Ship.

John stood there for a moment as the strong leader that he always was, then our eyes met and, somehow, he was holding me in a long, deep embrace. Later, as John walked me down the long entryway of the Sky Ship, I asked John, “My dear, why does this all seem so familiar to me?’

John smiled and gave me a deep kiss, it was then, with that kiss, that I realized that both John and I appeared to be 20 to 30 years old. I looked at John with that question in my mind, and before I could voice the question, he said, “My beloved one, you did not just leave your home on Earth, you also returned to your Home here in the higher dimensions.”

Before I had a chance to ask him what a dimension was, we were rushed off to a large room in which I was surprised to see many of my old friends and/or patients that I thought had died. John heard the question that was on my face and whispered in my ear, “Beloved, you did not leave your Home. Instead, you came back to“our Home.”

Then John embraced me tightly. I took in the power, unconditional love, and deep sense of unity that we had felt for each other on Earth. I felt safe, loved and accepted. Gradually the many questions that I had wanted to ask, all faded away.

John and I were in “our new home,” and that was all I needed to know. I then saw many of my friends from the Village who had “died.” They stood before me wearing their “dress uniforms.” It was then that I remembered that I had had many dreams of this very moment.

“Yes, dear John,” I said as I looked into his Pleiadian face. “This is OUR new home?”



Fifth Dimensional Reality on The Ship

You may think that this is a good place to end my story, but this was notthe end of my journey. Instead, this new reality on the Star Ship, which is a fifth dimensional reality, is completely different, yet very much the same, as the physical life I had left behind.

Once I was on the Ship, I asked John if my body would be found dead on the blanket, and was very relieved to hear that my body had notbeen “left behind.” Somehow my body had been transmuted from my third/fourth dimensional physical body into my fifth dimensional, and beyond, Lightbody SELF.

I have asked John how my “Lightbody” was different from my human body? Again, he answered my questions with a long hug and a warm kiss. “Beloved Starlight,” which he called me since I told him that was my Healer Name in the Village, “relax into the process and allow your consciousness to expand enough to encompass this higher frequency of reality.”

“Then,” John continued, “you will be able to release your third dimensional habit of asking questions and transmute that habit into your fifth dimensional trait of focusing your attention on “the KNOWING.’”

When I asked him what he meant by that, he only smiled and said, “Questioningis a third dimensional trait, and knowingis a fifth dimensional trait.” I was not sure what he meant by “knowing,” but it appeared to be a fifth dimensional way of sharing information.

I also felt that a “fifth dimensional KNOWING” was something that we received from a higher frequency expression of our SELF. In the Village, my Zara Lynn self focused on her KNOWING after Shalone left and she began her many adventures.

I did not know what “focus on the KNOWING” meant, but I did gather from the questions that I asked others, each person has their own manner of KNOWING. “Knowing” is how beings on this Ship communicate with each other, as well as via their own higher dimensional SELF.

Third/fourth dimensional humans, which we call “humanoids,” look different once they have transmuted from their third/fourth dimensional physical/astral body self and into their  into their fifth dimensional Lightbody SELF.

Many of the fifth dimensional humanoids on this Ship also have a third/fourth dimensional physical/astral body on Earth. In this manner, they can travel from the Ship to Earth and back again to the Ship via their own “personal consciousness.”

Once on the Ship, they can easily join into Oness with their fifth-dimensional Lightbody, SELF. What I learned was that a fifth dimensional “Lightbody SELF” is too high of a frequency to be seen by “third dimensionals.”

However, if that third dimensional human can expand their consciousness into the higher fourth and fifth dimension, he or she will be aware that “something is there, that was not there before.”

Since their third dimensional human brain, and perceptions, are still bound by time and space, they cannot yet perceive that which resonates to the frequencies of the higher fourth and fifth dimensions.

When I first arrived on the Ship, the Pleiadians lovingly taught me about “life on our Starship.” The Pleiadians that live on this Pleiadian Starship are all fifth dimensional beings from The Pleiades. The Pleiadians look much like humans.

They usually have light skin and blonde hair with many of the physical features of a third dimensional human, except that even the females are over six feet tall. These Pleiadians work closely with the Golden Ones to assist humans who are preparing for their Mission to assist Gaia with Her transmutation into a fifth dimensional planet.

Even though the Pleiadians look very human, there some very important differences. For one thing, whereas the third dimensional humans only use about 3% of their total brain power, the Pleiadians use ALL their brainpower.

Pleiadians often meet with humans during their dreams, or when these humans come onto the Ship in their night body. In this manner, the Pleiadians can assist humans to remember their innate creativity, inter-dimensional dreams, as well as the fifth dimensional conversations that they have while attending our Ship.

In fact, we often hold lectures, which many humans attend in their “fourth dimensional bodies” while their third dimensional body sleeps. The Pleiadians look quite human, but they still have to put a “glimmer” around their bodies when they visit Earth. In this manner, they look just the way that each human needs them to look so that they do not become frightened.

Fifth dimensional beings are far more advanced then third dimensional human. However, they do teach the “visitors” about their fourth and fifth dimensional expressions of SELF. In this manner, they prepare the human visitors for higher and higher dimensional experiences.

On third dimensional Earth, humans all physical bodies, and are taught from others how they should behave, learn, and, how they should bedifferent from others. However, on this fifth dimensional Ship, everyone looks very similar, but we all have our individual  thoughts and emotions.

In other words, the Pleiadians are like a huge family in which there is a resemblance, but each member of that family has different personalities, desires and ambitions. This form of “difference” is very important, as it creates a society in which everyone is respected and loved for their differentcontributions to the Society of the ONE in which they all live.

To use third dimensional Earth terms, I would say that we, as I am now included in that “we” of the Ship, are all part of one huge “garden,” but each “flower” is different. This difference is shared with, and enjoyed by, the entire “garden.”

Also, many of us dothe same thing, but we all hold an individuality within our SELF to be shared with others. In this manner, a deep sense of total acceptance and connection is created and enjoyed by the entire collective.

This “inner collective” is the combination of everyone’s thoughts and feelings, which intermingle and intertwine to make a strong unity of consciousness. I know that I am just beginning to understand how this fifth dimensional reality works, but John tells me that as I relax into my new life, my higher sensory perceptions will come fully online.

I have also learned that in my third dimensional world, everyone uses only about 2% to 5% of their brain. As I have just said, everyone on the Ship, except for the new ones like myself, use 100% of their brain.

When I ask what one can do with that much brainpower, they lovingly tell me to relax into the process. In fact, they all say, “Questioningis third dimensional, and Knowingis fifth dimensional.”

I am so very happy to have John with me to support me during this process of acclimating to a totally different reality. Of course, he will not teach me, and usually says, “You are remembering how to BE YOUR SELF. When you began your third dimensional incarnations you had to forget your fifth dimensional ways in order to fit into that world.

“Now that you have returned to your true, fifth dimensional frequency of reality, you are called on to remember your true fifth dimensional SELF. Beloved One, to me you are, and have always been, a light from the Stars. Hence, ‘Starlight’ is the name that best introduces you for who you are.”

“What could I say to that? Therefore, I continued to be known to myself, and to all the many new friends, as “Starlight.” And, yes, I finally, with great effort, learned/remembered how to go inside to find my answers. In that manner, I could contribute more and more to this wonderful society. Then, eventually, this Ship fully became John and my “New Home!”


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